Where to Go From Here...

I'm kind of at a crossroads in my life. I'm not quite sure where to go from here.

Work, yes. Theater, of course.


I think about being in the hospital a lot. My memories are starting to come back, and it really puts me in a melancholy state. Perhaps this is why they prescribed Ativan :)

I've been stuck in the Cornfields of Central Illinois for the past month, and I never thought I'd say this...but...I really miss Little Rock. And the friends that I've sort of ignored while going through Chemo.

I miss singing...I miss performing. It's been a year since I've been onstage (actually by my own volition until February).

The one good thing that's come out of the Chemo thing (in my opinion...NOT my doc's) is that I've lost over 50 lbs. - the first time in YEARS that I feel decent about my looks...except for the whole "no hair" thing.

Ick. I need to get over myself.